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Originally Posted by HelloWorld18
Sometimes I feel as if I'm not living in reality. Like sometimes when I look at myself I think, do I look like a hideous, did morphed human being? Sometimes I worry when I look at something my mind plays tricks on me and makes me see something someone else doesn't see. Like if I was odd looking, to me, id look normal, but to others I look disfigured.
Like, there are so many times to where I look at something really close up, and widen my eyes just to make sure my mind isn't playing tricks on me.
Before my Prozac medicine, I strongly believe I suffered from BDD
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I can't say if you're psychotic, HelloWorld18. That would be for a psychiatrist or psychologist to diagnose. What I do know is that psych med's mess with our brains & the more of them one is taking, the bigger the mess, so to speak. Anxiety also messes with one's perception. It appears to me you're on allot of med's & then if you suffer from anxiety as well, I would suspect that those two things may be at the root of the difficulties you describe here.
