Yeah I'm aware secret

I just don't want to be assessed again and told no like I was 5 months back.

Just feels futile and pointless... Which in turn leaves me angry and alone.

And now to make it worse, just discovered we have a bloody rat in the house... And I don't know what to do. Can't wake the wife as she's at work tomorrow but I also don't want to leave the dog downstairs in her cage... She literally just started growling and looking for it.

Bloody marvellous