I wasn't trying to say you don't have BPD. You very well might have it. And you don't need to have suicidal thoughts or SI to have BPD. 20% of people with BPD don't.

Your current diagnoses would cover most of your symptoms. Then again, BPD can co-occur with your current diagnoses too.

We can't diagnose you. A doctor needs to. But what we can do is help give suggestions for anything you're struggling with. I don't know if you have, but you can always check out the BPD forums here (whether you are diagnosed or not). I was on there for awhile, and got some support for things related to the BPD.

I still suggest informing your T about your thoughts and about BPD.

And I do apologize if my first post came off wrong. I seem to do that a lot, but my intention is only to help and support.