Thank you for the validation! Seriously! Sometimes that's all I need to be able to continue my day & when I don't get it I feel insecure, vulnerable & unsure of myself. Unfortunately, it makes me come of as an overly sensitive, insecure & needy person, which I've heard can be rather irritating. So what happens?

I become needy, then people seem to (metaphorically) run away from me as fast as they possibly can. I feel like this is the only place I can say whatever I need to in order to vent without that response I usually get from people when I tell them what I'm actually thinking. People seriously have stated at me with a blank/offended look & I stand there and wonder "okay, so what did I do or say that is wrong?" Cause of course, it has to be something that I did, cause it seems as if no one else is ever at fault but me or maybe I'm just an easy scapegoat because of my mental illness. I hate all these thoughts that I can't keep up with. I would write but last time I wrote when I was mixed and couldn't sleep despite meds, I wrote for pages and pages and used a whole pilot g2 gel pen. Those pens are my favorite.

Side note: is it weird that I'm obsessed with art, school & office supplies. Staples and Office Depot are like my heaven. Maybe I should go buy some new pens whenever they open.

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