There's no point in making yourself miserable by dwelling on the wrong you've done in the past.
All it does is make you relive a time you're not proud of. Which can NOT be pleasant for you.
You've said your sorries, made amends and proved you've turned over a new leaf.
Time for you to embrace and enjoy that leaf, with or without them.
Its not fair nor is it healthy to live in the past, growing and maturing is part of moving forward. Sometimes we have to leave family behind because they're more interested in stunting our growth than celebrating it... Sad but true.
Like I said, enjoy and embrace your new leaf