Brons,

I feel for you, I really do.

I have to tell you that you have a lot inside you since you are working despite being very depressed. So, good on you, as they say in Oz.

You can only do & give your best -- which I am sure you are doing. Working through your depression is a full-time job, imho, and having a professional job on top of that is incredible.

Try to cut yourself some slack. You're helping people; you are making a big difference in so many ppls' lives. Try to think of it that way.

Also: physician, heal thyself first.

I'm not trying to invalidate your feelings, but I've struggled big time w/ depression for > 24 yrs now................and heck, if I can make it through, ANYONE can.............and that's including you, my friend. Keep on trucking.............you CAN do it.

Love,

Des