I have private insurance, but there's a $100 co-pay per session that I can't afford. I'm currently unemployed, and my husband refuses to pay it for me because he is one that has the mind set "if I can't see it...it doesn't exist". He refuses to acknowledge my depression and anxiety are illnesses and tells me I'm just being dramatic and need to 'suck it up'. After my last failed suicide attempt he said I was just trying to get attention or I would have succeeded. He has no sympathy whatsoever...which just adds to my depression.