yeah I guess I started it all to escape and just have fun. The drug use is what actually made my depression and anxiety worse. I wasn't on meds before I went nuts on the drug use. I never injected or anything, would just eat meth. Have been too scared to have acid even though i've had others tell me how fun it is. I'm worried i'd just lose the plot completely. Also with the meth it helped me lose a bit of weight. I'm worried i'm going to get bigger again and if I put on weight i'll want to have meth again... Stupid I know but i hate putting on weight. I actually got pretty tiny at one stage (49kg) not sure what that is in pounds. I'm about 54kg atm and don't want to gain anymore!! I think sometimes i'd want to only use the drugs to make sure I didn't gain anything.