i still feel loads of anxiety. its like the haldol didnt even work or even the anxiety meds didnt work. with that i feel loads of paranoia. i cant even step on my porch to smoke. i feel like im being watched. but i had to step outside at 6am this morning for a smoke to calm me down which didnt really work. idk whatt im going to do. i feel like im about to come undone and do something that ends me up in the hospital.