Well that was a farce. Called Focussline who listened to me talk, then said that they would call the crisis team on my behalf and also advised that it would pointless me calling them... Then the lady on the phone was told by another that Focussline aren't allowed to call the crisis team anymore.

Was then told that I could have a safe and well check by the police to which by that point I just didn't care.

Have been told I should go down to a&e... Thanked her for her time and hung up.

I just don't know what else to say least of all do. Considering just hurting myself some more and perhaps that will quell some of my other thoughts. I know I'm not thinking clearly... Just angry, confused and beyond caring.