The timing is just so horrible. I've only been seeing her for 5 weeks, and I'm so not ready to go into stuff this serious so early. But I don't really have a choice now, because I can't push it back down and it hurts so much. I hate this.

I don't really have anything nice to do for myself. Physical activities to rid the excess energy are out because I'm recovering from foot surgery.

If I'm a little calmer tomorrow I'm going to try to write down the reasons I'm angry right now, so I can better discuss things when I do see my t again.

Becca