Yeah, my mind never stops. I'm hoping that prozac starts to do his magic soon because benzodiacepin doesn't works. I'm with it for two weeks and it's loosing effects. Can't sleep, anxious again, crying or shivering all time...
And the worst, I can't go out of my home. Every time I go out feel worse and all that I want is go back home. I can't go for a walk or do the shopping, even take the dog out make me feel anxious. Only feel safe at home.
Too many issues at the same time and I can't deal with due to this f**** anxiety disorder.
I can't tell my family or hubby or friends what's on my mind. That's the reason why I feel so much lonely.
Fisical loneliness because no one is near, mental loneliness because no one understands. I don't know what is worse.
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