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Jun 13, 2014, 02:29 PM
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Grand Poohbah
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hello everybody and thanks for opening up to each other. That's exactly what we need to do, listen and support each other. I suffer suicidal depressions too, being in~patient too many times and have never cracked how NOT to be a slave to depression. My depressions is caused by BPD but is exactly the same as yours. Yes, it's a very very lonely place to be in, that dark horrible pit of despair of which you feel you'll never get out of. I too take to my bed for 22 hours a day, hide from the world and take my dear doggie for her walk at night only. I too am EXTREMELY WORRIED about the furture, infact more than worried, I have serious intrusive compulsive obsessive thoughts which won't leave me alone. I'm taking meds for this as I was waking up during the night with panic attacks ~ awful. Meds def DO help with my OCD thinking, and the depression. I'm also at present on a de~tox/re~hab for addiction to alcohol and drugs, it's going well but for how long????? I've suffered depression and severe eating disorders for the last 33 years, so YES, I really do understand how you all feel. Pisces and others on this thread................You are NOT alone. HUGS. 
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