Got up and showered this morning -- been bad at that lately.
Was out sick yesterday and felt really really guilty leaving my co-worker to handle everything (she's sick too). I get a lot of anxiety about taking sick days or vacation days (particularly if I stay at home on vaca days).
Zoloft has me bouncing my leg constantly, but at least I am not depressed, or I don't think I am...kinda just feel like I am here...don't really feel anything either way.
Gotta talk with my pdoc about the bouncing leg thing....I can't sit still, either I am rocking in my office chair or bouncing my leg like a mad man (till my leg get sore at the end of the day).
Bah....blah blah blah...a little worried about the weekend, my wifes works all weekend, so I will be home alone, and won't know what to do with myself....I get really antsy when home alone...maybe I will work on some music...or writing...or both.
IDK -- I feel like should be doing SOMETHING....but I don't know what to do...hahaha.
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