I'm 21 years old male. Since last year I have been depressed, quit my studies, sleeping 10~14 hours a day, stopped doing most of the things that I enjoyed doing.

Now I guess I know some of the reasons of my depression. In all my 21 years of life, I am lonely. Never had close friends, girlfriend, I feel lonely even in my house with my family. Actually I don't remember have never been hugged or kissed, by friends or family. For being an introvert, this loneliness never caught my attention, but now I realize that it may have been very negative for my life.

I can't get intimate to people, physically and emotionally. I do have some friends (actually just two, my sister and a childhood friend), but I don't like talking with them too much. Can't say if I'm like this or the lack of affection made me like this.