Nothing motivates me, I've been without a job for over 3 years (in a lot of debt), no family around, my friends don't know how to talk to me, I live alone and I'm 46 years old with no future in sight. I don't know what to do with myself, since I have no health insurance to get therapy and I'm not good at communicating. I'm not even motivated to get help, I'm writing this because I'm now bored. I'm not someone that is willing to ask for help, but would like to hear other points of view on my situation. I just don't know what is wrong with me.