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One lable that I got and all my friends know me for is "Changeling"
Changelings are mythological cretures that change their forum to look like someone and feed off the love and emotions of the person's partner.
My friends gave me the lable "changeling" because I am a doppelgänger... (thus my name being doppeling.) I'm a doppelgänger because I look EXACTLY like a popculture celebrity. I said maybe im just a changeling disguised as him... And thats why my friends call me a changeling!
However, I call myself a changeling for a different reason... Because I totally want to change what I look like... I want to look like a girl... And not be the character of this mask life gave me.
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"isn't it great to be different, isn't it wonderful to be exactly who you are. When you learn to start accepting yourself, you'll become a shining star." - Forest Rain
As much as I love that song and how touching the message is, I cant accept the mask covering who I really am. The guy I am now is only covering the girl I really am. I'd love to come out of the closet about it, but I'm terrified as to what my family and friends may think of me.
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