nicole...i hope you realize your playing with deadly fire taking meth. I would suggest you Google it...and maybe find some shows on it...it really isnt pretty at all....what you describe as tiny...i bet others would describe as gaunt with hallow eyes....if you havent gotten there yet..you will...or maybe you dont see yourself that way...but you really are...its not just about looks sweety...i hear you get sensations of the feelings of bugs crawling on your skin and you can tell when people are on meth they have large scratches and open wounds all over...just please look this over for me if you dont want to do it for yourself....

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/meth/

it has very good pictures and some good information. I would seek a treatment program before something wrong happens to you....if you dont want to gain weight..go on a diet...eat healthy...see a nutristionist....take a run or two....eat apples....do what you have to do but i say if you want to live you would better stop taking the meth now before it takes you down even quicker
i love ya and want the best for you thats why i am saying this.
love, Inny