Thanks for your support, it is always a surprise how kind and helpful you all are.

It was a hard session. I hate being vulnerable. We discussed it, made a plan for the work ahead, I didn't get the blow I expected but I got more homework (lol). T heard all that cr*p and basically said I am so convinced of it that it feels true that I am bad despite it being totally false. Also she confessed she didn't expect me to hide so much when she was told about me at first but that she has never thought of handing me to someone else.

T gave me a book and some sheets with notes and tips that she handwrote. The idea that she bothered to do these things at some point of the week makes me feel silly now and a bit too lucky.

My supervision was abusing me while my parents were busy away from home. Maybe that's where I learned from.
Good luck to your daughter then, bright children grow up faster and I'd say she is in very good hands
Never read The Lord of Flies, I will get it then. Thanks.