Hi pisces, I know how it is. Somedays you feel confusion. I am 52 years old and no longer know what I really want to do with my life. I just want to stop suffering. I too lost interest in a lot of things I used to enjoy. And depression has sucked all the energy right out of my body. I don't understand why we have to be like this when the rest of the world goes about their business and enjoys life. I wish I had the answer for you but right now I will give you lots of virtual hugs.