Unfortunately....yeah, it kinda is like that. Yes, it's bad and wrong and evil and I'll probably really regret it like I've regretted nothing else in my life...but I'll probably do it anyway. If we part ways angry.

Best to reconcile now so it doesn't come to that, so I don't do this in a fit of rage later. I'll just...try to make peace. I won't tell her why its important to me.

Is that better?