I don't really know where I'm at. I know that I'm struggling big time. My body is sore all the time. I have difficulty moving around. I get nervous about having to walk even short distances, like a couple of blocks. When I do I get severe pain, usually in my back, hips, knees, and feet. I know that it's from a combination of all the weight I've gained and the fact that I don't do anything in my free time. Like, absolutely nothing. I sit on my butt. I'm in total lockdown mode and I'm not even sure why there's still a veneer of denial there because it's clear to me that something needs to change, and fast. But for some reason whenever it comes time to do something about it, something in my head convinces me otherwise. It's okay. Don't have to do it right now. We'll start tomorrow.
Yeah right.
Sigh.
I want this gone. I wish I could just magic it away. I know I can't. But I wish I could.
Energy to those who are struggling today and kudos and warm thoughts to those who aren't.