i guess im just really upset because BEFORE the forced injection i was 105. so i hold a grudge against what was done to me because i never really needed that. and then what really ticked me off was my doc said "you were just starving yourself before" and the nurse said "you need to gain weight anyway" UGH.they dont know anything. i WASNT starving myself before. now i am because of gaining so much. even to the point of purging my food NOW but not BEFORE. it took me two whole years to lose those 80 pounds and in a matter of months im gaining again. this is partly why i dont like psychiatry. they disregard your concerns for your physical health.