I'm going to end up in prison or dead - so that's a fantastic choice.

The police were really nice to me a few days ago - even though I said I wanted to make a complaint, they told me they want to help me and then they gave me a lift home, shame they can't be nice all the time and stop following me.

Maybe I should confess to the police - but then I'll end up in a cell and I don't like that and then I'll be at risk of dying.
I wish I had someone to talk to about this.