I've noticed my depression has been much worse the past few weeks since I had minor foot surgery. Still can't wear anything but my one pair of flip flops, and I'm completely broke, so I can't go do anything. I'm so isolated and lonely right now. All the "tricks" I used to use to make myself feel better aren't working anymore. Well, the free ones I can try, anyway.

I don't work (waiting on SS disability decision), so I just sit on the couch all day watching tv. When my boyfriend is home, he's tired from long hours at work and doesn't want to go do anything. He just sits and stares at the tv. Hardly even talks to me.

It's so bad I've been fighting suicidal ideation on almost a daily basis. I have no idea what to do about this situation. No one to talk to, nothing to do, nowhere to go. Please help me.

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