This is not an emotional thread, I don't feel depressed and I am not in tears. I think it's time I ended my life, but I don't know how to go about it. I see no reason to continue, and my life is just junk. I'm 35 and I just feel like I am marking time until I die. So I would like to expedite the process.

I don't have any specific plans at the moment, so this is not a suicidal post. I don't know how I'm going to do it really, or even if I can.

Don't want to come off all Elliot Rodger, but I feel rejected by the world. Just don't fit in, not good enough to do anything, and even if I could achieve some things I don't think I would be able to appreciate them.

So I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. Rock = continue with my current 'existence'. Hard place = suicide.