Well, let's look at a few points here. You said you feel rejected by the world and don't fit in. You come here and seem to connect to others. Have you been rejected here? Do you feel like you don't fit in here? If you felt that way, then I'd think you wouldn't come here to air your feelings and beliefs. Secondly, you mentioned you're not good enough to do anything but you wrote a very decent posting as far as spelling and grammar is concerned. It may not seem like a gigantic achievement to you but there are many who can't write as well as you did. So, you have achieved something as miniscule as you may judge it.

You'll never know if you'd appreciate something different until you try. You may be in for a big surprise. The outcome may change your outlook on just how capable you are.

For a moment, pretend you're someone else, your circumstances are very different and you're reading the post you wrote. How would you respond to it? Give yourself a chance to think in a different perspective.

It's not at all easy by any stretch of the imagination, and life is a mix of the good, the bad, and the ugly for lots of people. We just keep trying each day to keep afloat and weather the storms, and then fully enjoy the opportunities that arise that give us a chance to feel joy and have a good laugh.

Bottom line is you are the owner of your life, and ultimately only you can decide which direction is best. I hope you decide you are worthy and can wait for that possible opportunity to feel joy and laugh again.