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Originally Posted by Supanova
I messed up. I forgot to take my night meds last night. I took them out and put them on the table, then they were gone from the table so I assumed I had taken them. This morning I found them on the floor. So that explains why I didnt get a wink of sleep and I was super anxious all night. by 5.30am I was panicing so I took some ativan, then found the meds and quickly took my morning dose. I feel absolutely awful. I have no one to turn to, I really need a hug but I have no one. I worry I will have a panic attack and kill myself or go completely bonkers, I dont want that to happen but I feel like it will. Terrifying. If all else fails I will turn to xyprexa, but there goes my productive day.
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I have has several nights/days like this. I am so sorry you've had to deal with it too. It really sucks and the only thing you can do is force yourself to be with other people (supportive people, if possible) until you feel safe by yourself. I would use whatever coping skills you know till your meds start working again and call your p doc.
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