I'm going to try and say this as gently as possible.

Honey, pack your bags and get away from this narcasistic creep as soon as you possibly can. Anything, anything has got to better than living with someone who constantly puts you down.

Where is it written that you have to have a man in your life? Maybe this would be a good time to take a break. Do what you want to do for a change. And this virginity carp? What century is this guy living in?

Men like this do not change. Let me repeat that. MEN LIKE THAT DO NOT CHANGE. EVER. There is nothing to be afraid of. There is a great big, awesome world out there for you to explore. Don't sacrifice your youth for an existence with someone who obviously doesn't even like you, let alone love you. And **** what other people say. Those people aren't there when you are crying alone in the bathroom.

You did not say if there has been any physical abuse yet. The verbal abuse comes first, when they are trying to rip your soul to shreads to make them feel better about themselves. Then comes the physical abuse.

So please consider leaving this jerk before you allow him to hurt you anymore. Maybe even talk to a therapist and see about doing something to raise that self esteem he is trying to destroy.

GO PACK RUN LIVE LOVE BE HAPPY