before I even start.. I'll just go ahead and admit it.. I make too many excuses not to go..

Honestly, I don't want to deal with a school counselor. I really don't know how our wellness center works versus what you pay for what you dont and I dont know who to ask and dont want to have to bother trying to figure it out. It is (in my opinon although it may not make sense) easier to not stress about it then go for help.

Besides I have four weeks of school left and I need to get my act together and try to focus on my grades. (There's an excuse for you).

It is so stupid though. I refuse the opportunities I have to seek help even though I complain I want it. And I know how stupid I am acting, but I can't shake it. *rolls eyes* I annoy myself so badly...

Thank you for your advice and help though even though I seem to be shutting down everything you say to me, I really appreciate it.