I have wanted my T to get angry with me.... I told him. I wanted him to yell at me, to kick me out etc. He didn't, but he did want me to own my feelings of anger/rage. I'm getting there but it's been a challenge. Because it feels very split off. In fact, I couldn't even see the anger as mine as it just wasn't a visible feeling. I thought he was angry with me. I've recently felt more gratitude toward him in that therapy is really important to me. I told him a bit about that but not too in depth. I don't think I'd want him to care about me too much though as that feels really scary. Like really terrifying. I don't want him to touch me either and I told him so. It would be too much.