Becca, Yes that is one of the greatest crimes. To have to be the adult instead of the "cherished" child. You know I've tried and figure a way around this, tried to "fix" it sooooo many times. Now through my own healing I have moments of being able to finally parent my inner child and it feels so good! It doesnt seem to matter so much about the past in those moments. Only the moment matters. I'm sorry your feeling this too at the moment, but know it is true, things do get better. I know those seem like empty words to you right now, but just keep on keeping on and one day you will be the most wonderful loving parent to your inner child!!

Take care and be gentle with you right now!