Thank you guys so much for your responses. I am feeling a little better today. I did decide to send him an email. I listed a few of my thoughts. We shall see what he thinks. My hands were shaking so much before I sent it. Then I just wanted to throw up. But it is gone and I can't retrieve it. I don't know why it is so hard for me to do these things. I am very afraid that he is going to reject me. So I don't know. I will let you know what happens.