Hospitalization for depression told me something was wrong. Losing two jobs in a row had me think more about my moods and the possibility of being bipolar. Then I was diagnosed by three doctors in two different states as being bipolar. Since then, I have been able to identify my hypomania and mixed episodes, which I found to have had all along, and the role anxiety is playing since it comes with my depression quite frequently. I wish I had a tdoc to help me through this.