Thanks for the replies......I will go, I have to, I think I am most worried if I have a breakdown in front of everyone, especially those that don't know me.....and I have to leave how it will be viewed by my peers. So worried always about what others think of me.

I am just feeling a bit overwhelmed right now, and a nights sleep filled with weird dreams has not helped! I need to do some positive visualising or something.

And yes, I guess you are right, it may say sound stressful to anyone under normal circumstances. Suck it up Jane! lol