I'm havig a roller coaster of emotions today and not sure why. I can't quite figure out what the hell is going on with me. Am I upset, feeling alone, sad? Or am I happy and stuff? It's like I'm on a pendulum and I can't stop swinging. I have suffered from depression ad about a month ago tapered my Meds in half. I was doing a little big worse while tapering and then last week it rented out. Now I feel like crap again and in bed and it's only 5:30 on this beautiful sunny Sunday afternoon. I hate myself for feeling like this.