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Originally Posted by sunnyfan
Thanks Teacake, my therapist is headed towards exactly the kind if therapy you suggest. I, too, have been traumatized by psychiatry and have finally found a nurse practicioner to help me until zest more stable. I am ashamed to acknowledge that at age 50 I fear I won't make it (take my life, yes, this is the first time I have shared this "publicly") and will live the rest of my life in misery. Yet, I have my children and must stay here. I hope my precious children will, someday, be proud of their mom for overcoming.
Thanks for the hope.

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I am so glad you have a body centered therapist!
Don't be ashamed of suicidal thoughts. I talk about my experience because I know I'm not the only one to think enough is enough and kill me or cure me but THIS dull numb no-life has got to end one way or another. I don't care who knows I was making arrangements. I care a lot about people quietly making those plans, not knowing the numbness can tue. around literally overnight.
I made myself cry, lol.