The deal with my feet is that I'm supposed to have another surgery in July. A big one. My understanding was that my surgeon needed to move one bone graft to fix my arch. Which sucks some, cause it's another 3 months in a cast, but I was dealing. Then yesterday I found out that my dad was asking my surgeon about it after my surgery 3 weeks ago, and he said that he may need to move my heel again. That would involve taking the screws out of my heel, breaking it into 3 pieces again, moving them, and screwing it all back together again. And I'm just so effing tired of my heels hurting, and I just don't want to be in that kind of pain again, and I just wasn't expecting it.

And it's kind of stupid that I've dealt with 5 surgeries so far and was ok with the 6th one but now this thing with my heel is throwing me. And I can't deal with it when I'm also having a nervous breakdown about my mother!

Becca