its ok...i think that sometimes...that this must be my hell.....and maybe i for going through it God may give me a chance to live happy for once later on....but hey stay strong... ok? I know you can do it....just keep chugging away....i know you will win this battle....
love, Inny

also read Bronees post -" Family sux"...i know you wrote something but i wrote something that can reply to you...as well as any survivor of abuse....