I've not been able to get a grip on my treatment. When I'm at the therapist, I think I usually just ramble. My anxiety/stress of waiting for ssdi hearing and/or trying to find a job is totally pushing me over the limits. I had another very near mishap yesterday. I've asked my clinic about anxiety meds, but they don't prescribe anything. I was told to take Benadryl.

Basically, I'm 7 months into this therapy and meds, and nothing is any better for me.

I'm at my wits end with myself and I'm burned out on life.