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hello..newish here. i used to be a member a while ago but i think i deleted an account or something i dunno. im a former si-er so this forum is just where i'm most comfortable. it's probably been years since the last time i did anything, i don't remember. it seems like that time in my life was a different version of me when i think back to it. not that it's been easy. i have some big ugly scars on my legs that are a daily reminder of the struggle. i've been lucky but the thought still crosses my mind from time to time, not that i would act on it. just finding it harder to deal with feeling nothingness lately. dunno what i'm trying to say, just getting some rambling thoughts out of my head. thanks.
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