nope she told me that in the last appointment we ever had, after she found out that I looked at her facebook. I'm pretty sure she had some serious issues around being gay, and didn't seem very ok with sexuality in general. I wish it had gone differently but that's what happened. I'm with a new T now, and doing better. But yes it hurt an awful lot to here those things, especially when the relationship had meant so much to me. I literally trusted her so much that I would fall asleep with theses visions of her floating above my bed protecting me.... sigh