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Old Jun 16, 2014, 05:46 AM
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Originally Posted by Plzsti View Post
A friend insisted I go out and "party" last night because I haven't been out. Had 2 beers, couldn't keep up the "everything's great" persona and took off.
Made me feel even worse.

Today I see my T. New one since February. Feel like canceling. The last T I had, I had for 2 years, saw me through so much. She was amazing, also had her own MI issues. She really got me, man I miss her.

This one's really nice but just doesn't get it but this is the end of the road for me. No where left to turn so I have to stick it out.

Seems like such a waste of everyone's time when It just doesn't seem like it helps but I have an obligation to my kids so I soldier on...
Your kids no doubt do and will love you for your self sacrificing attitude. I hate seeing T when you know they're just not right for you. But someone told me if 'I get just one sentence' to take with me after the session, then its been worth it. Now thats what I aim for, just one sentence.

Hang in there......and be proud of yourself for living your family enough to put them ahead of your own self. You should be....[emoji6]

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