Yesterday I went to see my babies father and everything blew up in my face I haven't seen him in three months or so and I feel like it didn't even phase him he had his new girl in the house which is one of my ex friends and it hurt me even more I fussed I cursed and I was honestly ready to fight at the end we came to an agreement and my heart still feels heavy and wounded I don't understand why still feel this way I'm even involved with someone so please help