I'm so sorry for what you're going through! I know that feeling WELL! I finally decided it's better to have one or two TRUE friends than a room full of FAKE ones! No one who is capable of making you feel so bad is worthy of being your friend. You deserve to be valued and treated with dignity and respect! Please don't settle for less! When I run into situations like that, (and I do!) I always reject them before they have a chance to reject me! I just hate how rude, self centered and self righteous people are in the world today! I hope you won't let their behavior define how you see yourself! They are the ones who are flawed. It's their own loss not to take the time to get to know you. I'm here for you if you need to talk and actually have someone LISTEN to you!