Yes, it is hard to keep carrying on when it hurts so bad. But you have to have faith that it can and will get better at some point. Hang in there during the meantime. Know you are not alone, I too feel tired of trying some days. It is a daily struggle. Take time to get plent of rest.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha