My boss emailed me and told me I did the timesheet wrong.
I told her I'd be in Monday (today), but I just got an email saying that she had to turn in the time sheets already, implying that I caused a major inconvenience because I didn't bother to pay attention to the time sheet.
I'm afraid to go into work today. I'm such a stupid f***-up, and I know my boss thinks the worst of me. She thinks I'm blowing off my job because I'm busy with the practicum.
I keep trying to do everything right, but then I do something stupid and mess it all up. What is wrong with me, that I continue being a stupid f***-up? How can I force myself to do my job right?
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