I wish I really knew what was going on...I have some family members that have major health issues so I know that is part of it. My Dad has COPD and everything associated with it this year has been really tough I think he has been in the hospital or rehab more than he has been out. Just hard to watch. One of our daughters has Lupus has been denied disability she just got a lawyer today that feels he can win a appeal which would so much help out the family. She is so young and in so much pain doesn't seem fair. I help out quite a bit since I retired two years ago. I guess it is hard for me to watch. You really can not know how much it means for me to see that you are here for me. My husband who is the best man in the world comes home soon so I must put on a different face because I know he is frustrated and tired of it all lately so I cannot show that side to him not sure how much more he can take.