Thank u guys so much, believe it or not, i feel a lil better today. I hope someday, i will make it out of this hole, its definitly not fun I am Very glad I have people on this site that care and can relate to my feelings, If it wasn't for u guys, I would probably still bottle all of these thoughts and feelings up. I luv ya all! (((((((((((((HUGS EVERYONE)))))))))))))

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MamazAngel