Amandalouise-

Thanks for sharing all of that with me. Wow, you've come along way.

I have talked with my therapist about this as he's my only treatment provider. It's just that when i'm in the moment (and this time it was off/on for days), it's so extreme and crazy and scary to feel like 'someone else' is in control of me. And it had me trapped. We'll just have to talk about this again and again I suppose.

T doesn't call them 'alters' or treat it that way. For me, he thinks we should talk about the memories (even if they are just emotional or body memories) that caused it. He said that my mom was psychotic at times, which is why it gets so terrifying.

It was very helpful hearing about your experiences. I am sorry that you went through all of that. But it's good to hear how everything got integrated.